Inge Haupt

Chewing Cud

Archive for beauty

The Dark One

No God, no devil, no light.
She’s an orphan in fields of grey.
Kierkegaard offers no hope or respite;
The Saviour, the Buddha, no joy of enlight
And death comes only her soul to forsake.

This is the child born of malice and spite.
No divine creation, no genetic mutation,
A fallacy of love, consecrated delight.

Her hollow soul longing to be filled:
A cavity feeding rapacious on love, lust and desire.
Nor Antony, Nor Caesar could placate her dire need,
Nor Osiris, nor Oberon, nor Trojan fire,
Nor Juno’s ire.

For the Romans still come and ransack your beauty,
Desecrate your idols.  The Templars bring mutiny.

And you walk through the streets trailing your shadow of grey
And your tears cannot fall on your pale, cold skin;
For they would assuage the sorrow of your soul,
Bring God, man, even Satan to sate your genetic un-whole.

But now, pale creature; nymph that walks in the ombre
Feeding off love and ether in empty, cold bars.

The great Roman generals lured and drawn in
By the gleam of your eyes, the flush of your skin,
The curve of a tress round a diamond-clad ear.
Unbeknownst on the threshold of darkness they stand,
Where your soul is ash, falling year by year
Through the sieve of time.

Hold onto your beauty, glorious child of no Lord
For that is all your sire could afford.

The Sacrifice

They knocked on our door.
Bright silver buttons reflecting the shine of their smart leather boots.
A salute,
Ma’am.
We have a proposal for your boy.
We will make him a man,
Give him an education, an income,
A sense of purpose in a …
He paused and scanned the sapphire-bolt sky,
The lazy cream clouds,
The grass bowing eagerly to the wind
Teasing the dandelion seeds from their grasp,
Then thrusting them, tumbling through the air,
Mimicking the flock of swallows
Soaring gracefully on the updrafts.
But he was looking at the broken fence,
The uncut grass,
The rusted car,
And the paint peeling off window-panes that no longer shut fast.
… purposeless existence.
I blushed, we were poor.
This might give him a chance.
They could keep him away from the danger,
Put him at a desk.
He had a head for numbers,
Let him work the code.
Ma’am, please encourage your son to join us in Iraq.
I nodded.

The Poet

A poet sits quietly on a hanging tyre swing
Under an old bluegum tree
And waits.
Waits to paint the world as it slowly manifests before the eyes.
A little lavender here,
Fuchsia there,
Green darts bouncing between blades of grass.
A shoot of brown bark
And a huge swathe of brilliant blue
Onto which tendrils of cloud are teased with a tapering stroke.
A symphony of notes is thrown up like confetti
And clings to the clouds.
A little quaver here,
A warble there,
A trill, a chatter,
A chorus of cheeps, chirps, tweets, twitters.
Colours hurled from bush to tree,
Red to green.
A musical of song and sun and dancing grass.
A poet sits quietly on a hanging tyre swing
But cannot begin
To describe this blessing.