Inge Haupt

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Waiting for

Now she is seated in her tower of silver and steel
Waiting.
Behind her, walls of glass erupt into the frigid firmament
Then stop, by some unnamed force.
By some hand, some decision, they go no further.

The black leather cocoons her, throne-like.
The smell is comforting
Like something real, alive
In this aseptic world of sterile cleaners, bleachers, filtered air.

A tread on the threshold.
He shuffles over into her domain.
The vast room looms before him;
The domed ceiling bleeding into ebony walls
Peppered with chrome artefacts.
Legacies of greater ages,
He thinks.
Discarded remnants of the dead,
She knows.

“A samurai sword,
that must have a story?”
Her glittering eyes a warning.
What do you want?
“So you’re in recruitment?”
Pause
“What does that mean?”
“I sell souls” ha ha.
The man blanched.
“I do not believe
In souls.  The concept is worthless to me.
However, I see that you have the ‘God’ gene.”
“And you were forbidden?”
Her skin flushes, draws strength from the crimson corona,
“My parents were poor,
A modern-day nephalim.”

Later she turns to witness her world.
A sea of monoliths pierce the air;
Giants, staking their claim on the nothingness.
Below, dwarves rush through the evening deluge,
Wearied shoulders, drooping heads,
The giants demanding their sacrifice.
Hearts beating out each second,
Blood flowing for the evolution of empires.

And above as the west draws Ra and Apollo in,
The ether is washed with blood reds and pinks
And the purples push shadows into corners
Where Emim and Awwim sleep.
She is surrounded by day-dreams of fear and desolation
For he did not come.

She draws the sword and paces the room.
And as the night deepens in the crystal cold emptiness
A star falls,
Crisp, bright, transitory,
Disappearing into the abyss.

Dealing with Meaning

What do you do with a soul filled too full of the word?
Where choice is a birthright, a burden to bear,
You follow like a bee
To a cotoneaster tree?
Listen to the rules and follow the herd?

Collect teardrops of pollen like gold, cotton dust.
Take back to the hive for the hordes to consume.
A touch here, a drop there.
Nourish your soul with care.
Emim and Awwim from dark corners are thrust.

If a bee trails the blooms sown by apples and ire
And follows the path her soul’s freedom dictates,
She will find malice lurking,
Wings and tail unfurling,
To draw in possess and consume in the fire.

To draw in, possess and be lost in her fate.