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Chewing CudArchive for meaning
Searching for Meaning
What do you do when you have no soul?
How do you create order from chaos and pain?
Do you flock to a cotoneaster in bloom
To find meaning amongst the masses?
A myriad of bright orange wings lured by the scent of salvation.
Here is sweet nourishment,
Here a fall of thrumming joy,
Butterflies and bees besieging the blossoms.
This is meaning in a single day:
A day of work, of industrious activity.
The sun catches a wing
And flings it gaily to another branch.
Another sweet chalice of nectar to imbibe,
But soulless remain,
Alone.
For after the dancing cascade in the air,
After the passion, the consummate joy;
After the night falls and white blossoms close,
A lone butterfly with ruby-red wings
That no longer beat with such blissful trust,
Must drift closer and closer
To the ages old truth,
Ashes to ashes and dust to dust.
The rich scent of loam, once more to its breast
Gathers the lonely creature,
Devoid of all breath
under wings.
Aging flesh slows and stops and is lost.
And legacies only lie in a memory
Realised in the young,
Who through chaos and pain come
To find meaning amongst the masses.
Dealing with Meaning
What do you do with a soul filled too full of the word?
Where choice is a birthright, a burden to bear,
You follow like a bee
To a cotoneaster tree?
Listen to the rules and follow the herd?
Collect teardrops of pollen like gold, cotton dust.
Take back to the hive for the hordes to consume.
A touch here, a drop there.
Nourish your soul with care.
Emim and Awwim from dark corners are thrust.
If a bee trails the blooms sown by apples and ire
And follows the path her soul’s freedom dictates,
She will find malice lurking,
Wings and tail unfurling,
To draw in possess and consume in the fire.
To draw in, possess and be lost in her fate.